As much as I’ve imagined, I never want of such to occur. Not again, not anymore. Those days are longed erased. Y’know, TRUST. That’s something I’m always dealing with especially to the one. Never once I’ve pictured myself with another, never by chance or choice. It’s funny how some people make their being pronounced of different vowels. Clearly you know that options is not by choice. But why do they still opt for it?
Six months, this six months would definitely be something crucial for me. To juggle every aspects from well-being, adaption to a new environment, getting good grades and yes, personal affairs. Multi-tasking have always been my kinda cup of tea. However, somewhere I’m not familiar of, now that’s something challenging. With this journey, nope- I’m not expecting anyone to understand what I’ve to go through. Afterall, this is how being a cabin crew is like. Just yourself against the world.
I have been getting of the same questions from friends and colleagues, “How’s your fiance then?” Well, to be honest, I wouldn’t wanna go into that. I don’t see myself in a beautiful wedding gown either. To fully committed with this new career, that is. In sha Allah..
Having a long rant of every possible wedding related topics. Now, clearly this is something I’ve always looked forward to. Not being too ambitious to held a lovely reception. Well, I just need a decent reception of which with less migraine. Knowing that I’ve never like a huge crowd with massive loud noises. Love it when mrMacho actually tries to shower his opinion without having me to forced him into it. Afterall, its OUR wedding reception.
On a brighter note, I’m actively back here in Tumblr! (: